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Saturday, November 29th, 2008
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So I had the craziest dream last night. But the truely crazy part is how I'm feeling today about it.
The dream starts off with me winning Pork Princess and going to play volleyball. As the game ends I run into a guy friend. (The guy in the dream is Kyle, a guy I worked with at Coborn's) For some reason I pursue him and we end up having sex in my dream. Okay that is pretty normal, I have sex dreams about other guys all the time. The problem is that I woke up wanting to have sex with Kyle. All I can think about is kissing him and having sex with him. I have never had this problem (except about Abomb). All I want to do is find him and rip his clothes off.
The reason I don't get this is b/c I love Walker and can't imagine myself doing something like that to him. But it is weird, I think about if he may pass away what guy I would go for after him. What is my problem? Anyone!
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Wednesday, July 30th, 2008
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I don't have the picture on the computer yet, but I'm hoping to tomorrow. Today Josie and I went to a lake with some friends. I did the stupid thing. None of my friends put any sunscreen on, so I didn't. The aftermath is a extremely sun burnt back and lightly sunburnt breasts. But I usually do this at least once every summer. I think well I have been getting to much color with sunscreen on, so I should be good today without it. How funny is that. NOT VERY!!! Hopefully I will remember this next summer and always put on my sunscreen.
In other news, I AM WALKING!!! Well sort of. I am down to one crutch and can walk pretty well without it. I try to use the crutch as much as possible, but sometimes I just want to burn it. HOpefully next week I will be done and walking completely on my own. PT is still coming along. I was at about 108 degrees of motion. I was supposed to be at 125 two weeks ago. Ooops.
Other than getting burned, the lake play date was pretty good. I was kind of over taken though. It was my idea to go to a beach for a play date. Well my friend decided that we should go to the lake that is about a half an hour away. Okay that is cool. The beach SUCKED. It was practically nonexisting. Josie loves the beach and kind of likes the water. So I wanted a place for her to play on a beach. Hopefully next week I can con them into going somewhere else. We need to find a place that is good for the girls to play in the water and has a good beach. I'm going to check out another spot tomorrow. Well I should get going. I need to sleep. I hope it doesn't hurt tooooooo much to sleep.
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Not much to say, I think. I had knee surgery about 4 weeks ago. I know what a horrible friend I am not telling any of you. Well it was hard. The week before my surgery we were in South dakota. Then we got home and had to go to the cities the next day for my surgery. I had a medial meniscus transplant and an ACL reconstruction. Josie wasn't really sure what to think. She is being a daddy's girl right now, which is kind of nice for me. The bad thing is, she really doesn't want me at all. Other than that life has been pretty quiet. Erin (sis-in-law) graduated from Vet school. Yay for her. Kenny and Kelly had another baby name Konner. Now there is Kenny, Kelly, Kale, Klayton, Konner, and their dog Kane. What the bleep!!! Konner was baptized a couple of weeks ago and I am his godmother. He is super cute and really makes me want another baby. Hopefully we will get pregnant in Decemeber. Well I should get going b/c Walker wants to use the computer.
LaterDays,
Andi-Drea
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Thursday, April 17th, 2008
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So I might be getting a job as a dispatcher for the DNR. I would be working for the forestry department during fire season. So for about 2 weeks to a month I would be really busy and not coming home at decent hours and the rest of the 3 to 4 months I would be working full time. During the off season i would be receiving unemployment. How cool.
So our snow is almost all gone after our 10 inches this weekend. It is crazy. There was like 10 inches of snow on Friday and Saturday and it was gone by Tuesday/Wednesday. Wewent sledding on Sunday and then I walked to my friend Suzanne's in capris today. I love Spring!!!!
Josie is getting sooo big. And sooo smart. She can say about a ton of words. So many I can't even count. She can sing Twinkle Little Star, the ABC's and Happy Birthday. She is really into everything and being 2. If you have a kid you would truely understand her being 2. It comes and goes, but when it is here it totally sucks.
Walker is doing good. He got a little drunk this past weekend, but it was all in good fun. Fire season has been off and on. Since we have been getting snow after everything has dried up.
Well I should get going. Since I am on my friend's computer during a playdate. Miss you all.
Andi-Drea
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Monday, February 18th, 2008
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I'm dying. I have a cold and it really sucks. My nose is raw. My throat is killing me. At least I don't have my sinus headache any more.
Josie had a great birthday party with her cousin. She loved being in the pool and running around the pool. Only one scary event happened. Josie finally got the courage to jump into the pool. Too bad no one was there to catch her. She however was not a scared as we were. Since she loves Penguins, I made her a penguin cake. It was really cute. Once I get the pics downloaded to the computer, I'll try to get them on here.
I had two interviews in the cities last week. One is as a Wildlife Tech, the other is as a Farm Interpreter. I also have a dispatcher position interview lined up soon. Hopefully I get one. If not then it is to the Pure Romance for some money. Well I should go. I need to make some chicken soup for my throat.
Andi-Drea
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Tuesday, February 5th, 2008
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Hey everyone!!! Not much going down here. I took my Proctored Exams (like semester exams). So far I have passed three and failed two. I'm not sure if I have to retake the two that I failed. I really hope not, but I'm thinking that I'm going to. Oh well!!! Other than that the schooling is going a lot slower than I was expecting. I should have forseen this happening. I was never really into school when I had to go to class, how would I be into school when I have to read it myself. Hopefully things will pickup. Anyway, things are going good. Josie is getting biggggg and funnier. She says Push it and it sounds like Bull Shit. How funny? She will be two on sunday. Hopefully I will have some pics for all of you then. I'm finding that it is a little crazy living pay check to pay check, so I'm looking into the home party business. I was wondering what you think about the three websites below. Walker is doing good and I totally understand what Emmy is saying about feeling like your relationship is perfect. There will be times when you might not feel that way, but most of the time I do. Hope you all are doing really well! Miss you
Andi-Drea
http://www.adultnoveltyworld.com/
https://pureromance.com/index.aspx
http://www.shaylatease.com/
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Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
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I just want to RUN AWAY!!!! Right now I don't feel I can handle anything. I just want to scream. Or cry for hours. Why are my Happy Pills not making me HAPPY! There is Dog Hair EVERYWHERE in this house. My daughter is a whiny little shit. I'm so happy she is napping right now. I'm sick of being grumpy and having no energy and not wanting to play with my own daughter. All I care about it is sitting on my FAT ASS and watching TV. What is my problem. I course the TV and Sugar. I'm getting fatter and fatter. I want to change but then something happens, and I go back to my bad habits. I'm an emotional eater. And all I want is sweet stuff. GAH! I hate the way I am, but I can't get myself to change. Okay I feel a little better now that I have ranted.
Andi-Drea
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Monday, November 12th, 2007
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Saturday, November 3rd, 2007
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I took my daughter trick or treating. She dressed up as a tiger and I as a bunny. Her two favorite animals right now.
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Wednesday, October 24th, 2007
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So I have like 15 minutes before I have to pick Josie up from Daycare. Which we should probably take her out of seeing that we have no MONEY!!! I really need to find a job doing anything. I'm seriously contemplating applying to the school bus company. Along with other job news. I HATE MINNESOTA!!! There are like no jobs working with animals, and maybe that is the same all over the country, but it sucks that I can't even find a job in a field that I like. I applyed for three jobs with the DNR and have gotten no call back. They all probably went to ppl with Master's degrees. How evil!!! I don't have the money to go and get my master's and like I would want to. I'm having a hard enough time working on an associates degree. Which I found out today that I have until Dec. 27 to finish up two full courses (in which I have none of the materials), and a course that I have 1 test left in. Or I can pay an extra $75 to get an extension. GRRR!!! I'm not even sure anymore that this is what I want to do. Truely I have no clue what I want to do anymore. Which totally sucks! I've asked Walker if it would be alright if I started applying for out of state jobs. "Yeah, just know that we probably won't move for it right now." GAH!!!
On happier notes, Josie is getting really big and slowly coming into her toddler years. Scary. She is a huge copy cat and I love it 85% of the time. She went on her first tractor ride this past weekend. Walker told me she wasn't really fond of it. That's sad. Walker is doing really good. With all the rain we got the past 3 weeks, there isn't much of a fire season which is kind of nice. He also ran in the marathon in the twin cities. He was one of the lucky ones that didn't have to go to the hospital. They were one and a half degrees for cancelling it. I think that they should have. But it was fun going to the different stops with all the girls and kids. Rufus is getting better. (If I haven't mentioned yet, we got a dog named rufus. He is a chocolate lab mixed with a cheasepeak bay retriever.) He was so horrible at digging, and chewing things apart. But he was also outside like 90% of the day by himself. I've decided today that he can come in the house for a couple of hours through out the day, when I am home. If i'm going to be gone for a long period of time, in the kennel he goes :( Well other than that not much else is going on. Sort of wish there was. Well I should get going. I will try and get some pics up by the end of the week.
Later Days,
Andi-Drea
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Monday, December 25th, 2006
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It has been a crazy ten days. Actually it has just been a crazy year. With weddings and showers and holidays. I think I'm done with Iowa for awhile. Let's see.
Josie is now 10 months old. She loves to walk as long as I'm holding her hands. So my back is getting ready for the day she walks on her own. I'm not so sure what my legs think of that. She's just a little goof. She loves to be with mommy. We found out at Thanksgiving that she really Really likes cats. But we are slowly finding out she likes all animals. Crazy little monkey she is.
Walker is doing good. We can't believe that there is still no real snow in LF. We have had so little precip that Walker almost had to stay in LF over Christmas. If we don't get more precip he may be in permanent fire season. Lets pray for some snow (also so we can use Jos' new sled).
I'm doing quite well. At least as well as a mom with a BS working at a grocery store can. I'm more than likely going to be getting into an online program for Vet Tech. The zoo in LF might end up hiring some ppl, so hopefully i can get a job there. If/When I start school, we are going to be putting Josie into Daycare. I'm really scared to do this, but it needs to be done. Someday I'm going to be getting a full-time job, and she will be going to daycare anyway.
Christmas has been pretty good for us. It started Sat the 16th with my dad's family's christmas. Then that Sunday was my immediate family's christmas. Micki and Paul, Phil and Erin, and the K's (Kenny, Kelly, Kale, and Klayton) were all there and ma and pa. It was a fun day but it seemed like everyone left early. Monday we drove to CB. We just hung out for a few days. Then we went out to see some of Walker's old friends. The last few days have been spent haning out with his mom's side. They are a fun and crazy bunch. Tomorrow we are headed back to LF. It will be nice to get home again.
I have to call some Vet offices and some daycares. I can't wait. Hope everyone had a great Christmas. And if anyone hears from Emmy Mae let me know. I wanted to go and see her this last Monday, but couldn't get a hold of her. I miss you all.
Later Days,
Andi-Drea
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Thursday, November 9th, 2006
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So the wedding is over. It was fun and you all missed Walker dropping the ring during the ring exchange. Nobody was taping the wedding either so we can't win any money on Funniest Home Videos. The reception and dance were sooo much fun. After the dance a bunch of us went over to Pep's (a local bar). That was fun, but a little loud. Walker and I ended up crashing at the hotel after I locked the keys in his car. Yes we were both brilliant that day. We got a lot of great presents. Next Thursday we will be getting a few more, b/c we are having a little party here for his coworkers. Not much else is going on. I'm still workin' at the grocery store. Walker informed me that the Zoo is liking into becoming AZA accredited. So they might be looking for another zoo keeper!!!! There's a job for me. If they are looking I will apply. If they aren't or I don't get the job, then I will more than likely go back to school for a vet tech degree. I'll try to get pics up asap.
Later Days,
Andrea Wearne
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Thursday, September 14th, 2006
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Wow so a lot has happened since it has been like two months since I last updated. Let's see.
The week and a half in Iowa back at the end of July was fun and fast. Walker and I had a little spat. More me being mad and him just saying that I had every right to be mad. You see after his sister's wedding he got really really drunk. He almost dropped his huge walet on Josie's head. Not cool. Then he went and passed out next to the bathroom. So I was up all night. I think I was due for a break down anyways. Other than that things were cool.
After hanging out in CB we were off to Algona. My sister however kept that weekend entertaining. (that's her job I think) She came by herself, which was cool but we all knew something was up. Well she had quit her job and had a fight with her boyfriend. Don't even get me started on that. I don't blame her for quitting her job though. (Now she is selling cars!!!) The bridal shower was fun just getting to see everyone. Lots of presents. We had to take my parents' van to get everything home. (And I'm still getting more)
After that I ended up going to the knee Dr. and found out I was going to have another knee surgery. This was the best knee surgery ever. I walked out of the hospital. It was great. They ended up taking out my medial meniscus. Then came the horrible day. I went in for my post-op check up. The Doc says I should see a dr. in the cities about having a meniscal transplant. YAY!!! Just what I need 6 wks on crutches when ever they find a donor match. Crazy. Also that day I found out that I had a UTI (urinary tract infection). I went to the dr and got some antibiotics. Well the next day I was feeling even worse. I thought I was dying, but I gave the drugs another day. Yep the very next day I went into the er. I just had a severe UTI b/c the drugs they put me on weren't working. The new stuff totally cleared it all up.
Well you all know that I'm working at the grocery store here in LF. I was gone for almost a month straight. The next thing I know, I'm a front end manager. It really doesn't mean anything other than that I have more stuff to get done at night then just check ppl out. I don't like it, but what am I going to do.
I'm now thinking about going back to school to get a Vet Tech degree. There isn't much for jobs working with animals here. I'm also thinking about writing children's books about animals. The only thing is I can't draw. Well I can, but not well and it would take me forever.
Alright enough about me. Josie is doing great. She is getting soooo big. Her top 4 teeth are finally coming in now that the bottom two have been in for about 3 months. I'm slowly somewhat trying to ween her, b/c I don't think I'm producing enough for her. She is eating everything and anything that I put in her mouth. If I want to have a bowl of ice cream just for myself, I can't eat it in front of her. I swear she can smell that it is Ice Cream as soon as I walk into the living room.
Walker is doing good. Working hard and keeps threatening to go up north to help with the fires there. Well I guess he's not threatening, he's just letting me know that he may have to go up there. That will be interesting now that I'm getting a butt load of hours (like 15-25) at the grocery store. I wish I could just get like 12 to 18 hours, but we need the money.
I think that is everything for an update. I'll let you all know what the dr in the cities says about having the transplant.
Later Days,
Andi-Drea
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nothing much is going on. right now i'm just wasting time before work, even though I shouldn't be. I have a tendency to be late to work when i dink around. i had an interview for a vet asst job on a dairy farm last week. and today i went in to see if I would actually like the job. i don't think it is a job I'll love, but one that i may like more than coborns. i'm still not sure about putting josie in day care though, even for a job that might help me get closer to the job i want. josie's got 2 teeth. it is so cute when she smiles sometimes and you can see her teeth. she's getting big. well i should get going. i need to eat and stuff before work.
later days
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Well it was back to the huge town of Algona. My cousin Pam got married this past Saturday. First on Friday night, my sister informed my sibs and me that we were going to Pep's (a bar). Then she decides that she is having a bad day and isn't going to come to Algona until the next day. She's driving us all CRAZY. She comes down anyway, b/c we were all pissed at her. Us four couples went to Peps. We hung out and everything was good. Then Paul (Micki's bf) goes downstairs to play Bob (co-worker of Kenny) in darts. Micki and some other lady went down there to watch them. Next thing we know, Bob and the other lady are coming up stairs w/o Micki and Paul. Supposedly Paul told Micki that she was all about Drama, and she stormed out. When the rest of us got back to Kenny and Kelly's, Micki and Paul had left. What ever.
The wedding was cute and a little honky, but that's what you get from Pammy. They are going to be living in MO now which is kind of sad. Josie had a good weekend and looked very pretty for the wedding.
Not much went on the rest of this week. Today Josie and I walked to the grocery store to pick up our WIC groceries and check my sched. Well Coborn's fucked up again. They scheduled me for 2:30 on Tuesday. When I was finally hired I made it clear that I couldn't work until 5 on week days so that Walker could get home in time to watch the jos. A few weeks ago they Scheduled me for 4:30, which was okay b/c I had to get a babysitter anyway with Walker being gone. But I left them a note stating that I couldn't work before 5. I'm going to write one more note, and if they do it again, I may have to quit. At least I lasted longer than 2 weeks at this job.
Funny story. So if you all don't recall, I worked for a dog breeding company back in Sept. I worked there for 2 weeks and ended up quitting b/c I didn't like the set up and other things. Walker and I were talking about a week ago and he told me that it got shut down, b/c they weren't up to USDA standards. HAHAHA!!!! But bad thing is, everything was iunder the ladies name. So her ex-husband (who was helping run the place) is trying to open a new "Puppy Mill". Not if I have anything to say about it, but I may be too late.
Also some new info, I may go back to school and get my Vet Tech. We'll see. I'm at least going to look into a little more seriously. Well I need to go. As soon as Jos is done nursing, I need to make supper.
Miss you all
Andi-Drea
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Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
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Last Wednesday Iwoke up with a pink puffy eye. There was yellow-green slimy mucus in it to. What is wrong with me. Oh it was PINK EYE!!!! I figure that Klayton had it when we were in Algona and gave it to josie. In turn, I got it from Josie. Iwas supposed to start training at the grocery store, but I figured I was probably contagious and didn't go. They understood, and I started training Monday night.
Since I wasn't going to work last wed. or thurs., Walker and I left for CB early. We were going there for Caitlin's graduation from college. It was fun, but I was definatly ready to get back to LF on Sunday, so was Josie I think. Poor thing wasn't with one person for longer than 3 min before being moved to the next.
While in CB, Caitlin and I went to Wahoo, NE. There is a bridal store there and I got my wedding dress. YAY!!! One more thing done. Also on Thursday night Cait had a "slumber party". This party consisted of lots of stff toys if you catch my drift. I enjoyed it and bought a couple of things. I thought about being a person who throws these parties, but I'm not sure I could. Emmy however would probably be good at it. You know a lot about these types of toys :)
Now life will be a little more interesting with a job. I think I'm going to be working with a lot of HS kids. Lucky me. Thats life.
Later Days,
Andi-Drea
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So last week was fun. Josie and I went down to my folks'. It was a good time. We went to a bridal shower for my cousin Pam. There Josie was taken from me as soon as I walker in the door. Then a friend of mine and Pams, was like, "Isn't it weird how Janet, Kelly, and I all had boys, and you the tomboy had a girl." It is a little bizzare. But Josie is great. Right now she has a cold. I think she caught it from her cousin Klayton.
Mom and I went shopping in Mason city on Monday of last week. There we met up with my Grandma Cline. I can't remember the last time I saw her. That is sad, b/c Gma CLine is AWESOME!!! Mom bought me a new dress for some of my upcoming weddings.
The rest of the week was a little boring. We hung out with Kelly and the boys, and ordered cake for the wedding. MMM cake!!! I'm excited for cake. Then Friday night we had a bachlorette party for my aunt. It was fun, we had pizza and watched movies. Oh and chocolate cake with apple sauce. We watched Dick and Jane. Hill Air E Us!!! Then we started watching Brokeback Mountain. Needless to say Kelly and I decided to go. Well mainly b/c kelly had to work early the next morning.
Saturday Walker and I went to a wedding down near Ames. It was fun. We dropped Josie off at her Aunt Erin's before the reception. I drink like 3 strwberry daiquries and didn't get drunk. I have a feeling it all went to my breastmilk. Sunday SUCKED. My dad made us get up and go to church. Not Cool. Especially since Josie didn't go to bed until 4 and mass was at 8. Sucky. Then we didn't get much of a nap in b/c Kenny, Kelly, Kale, and Klayton showed up. I was amazed though that Kale didn't come in and wake us up. So it was an enertaining week.
Yesterday I had a job interview at Coborn's (grocery store). I got the job, and now I'm having second thoughts about getting a job. I don't know if I want to leave josie at a daycare. Also I don't know if it will really be worth it. I will be making like 400-600 dollars a month but only taking home 200-300. Is that really worth it? I don't know. My mom is being annoying and saying that I have to get a job. She didn't get one until I was 4 so that was like 11 years. So I feel like I need to talk to some of my friends that have kids and jobs and that just have kids and no job. I think I should at least give it a month or two. Meaning I should take the job and if I don't like leaving josie still after like 2 months. Then I will quit. Well I should go, b/c Walker's in the shower since he hasn't showered since last Friday, and Josie is crying. Plus I have more stuff to do on the internet.
Later Days,
Andi-Drea
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So this week has been so Sucky!! I have had a cold all week. I hope it will go away soon, but I'm kind of doubting it since most of my bodily energy is going into producing milk for the Jos. She's been really good and sleeping a lot. Poor Walker has only gotten like 11 hours of sleep in the past two days and will probably start getting less than that as fire season goes on. My parents dog passed away yesterday, which is a little creepy, b/c 3 years ago to the day they had put our other dog down. Yeah what's with the day before my b-day dogs dying. Anyway, Josa and I have to go to the Dr. b/c it is her 2 month check up and she has to get a few shots too. Poor babe.
Later Days,
Andi-drea
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